哪種情感是你最想逃避的大綱
Which Emotion Do You Hide from the Most?
Worry.
擔心。As Dushka Zapata says, worry is a useless emotion.
正如薩帕塔所說，擔心是無用的情緒。
It does nothing but stress you out, and I hate that, so I hide from it.
它起不了任何作用只能使你感到緊張，我很討厭擔心，所以這是我最想逃避的。Why hasn’t Mom texted you back by now?
爲什麼媽媽至今還沒回你短信?A million morbid images spill through my brain. What if she collapsed somewhere? What if she needs my help? What if she’s been attacked by someone?
成千上萬張恐怖場景穿過我的腦袋。如果她在某處倒下了怎麼辦？如果她需要我的幫助怎麼辦？如果她被某個人襲擊了怎麼辦？She’s fine, I assure myself.
她很好，我反覆告訴自己。More awful situations fill my head. Then she texts, I’m by the door.
接着，更多糟糕的場景出現在我的腦海裏。之後她回我短信：“我在門口。”I breathe a sigh of relief.
我嘆出一口氣。Fear.
恐懼。Fear of losing the imperative people of my life, who truly matter to me.
害怕失去生命中那些對我很重要的人。I've already lost some of my dear ones in an abrupt manner. I don't have more mettle to bear losing someone again. Many times, I try to overlook it, but sometimes, my hands become moist if I hear about someone's death.
我已經由於突然的原因失去了一部分最親的人。我沒有辦法再忍受失去其他親人。很多次我試着去忽略它，但是有時當我聽到某個親人的死訊時我的整雙手都溼透了。I don’t really hide from my emotions. I acknowledge that I feel them, but I don’t like feeling them. I know that emotions affect my ability to process information and make a logical decisions, and I don’t like this. I severely crush strong emotions that and hope they don’t come out again.
我從不逃避自己的情緒。我承認我可以感受到我的情緒，但我並不喜歡感受它們。我知道情緒會影響我的處理信息並作出符合邏輯的決定的能力，所以我不喜歡這樣。我會強烈地剋制自己的情緒，希望它們不會出現。But if I had to choose an emotion, I guess it’d have to be anger. Anger makes you do the stupidest things that you don’t mean. I try very hard to curb my anger, and I try very hard to hold the furious words in. I try to wait until the feelings pass before talking about what the problem was.
但如果要選一個情緒，我認爲應該是憤怒吧。憤怒可以使你做出一些你並不想做的蠢事。我努力地抑制自己的憤怒，努力地剋制一些激烈的言辭。我努力地等待情緒消退後再去談論問題所在。
