藏在心中的黑暗小祕密
What is that one secret that you can never share with anyone?
有哪個祕密是你永遠不會跟別人講的？
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The secret is that my mother had been harassed mentally and physically continuously by my father for the past 20 years.
這個祕密就是我媽媽已經被我爸爸在精神和肉體上虐待長達二十年。
I belong to a sexist family in which females are taken for granted.
我家裏充滿了性別歧視，女性被理所當然地歧視着。
Whenever my father hurt my mother I use to beg for mercy and also I use to get really scared and cry a lot but all in vain.
每當我爸爸對媽媽施暴的時候，我會去求饒，而且我也會感到很害怕，不停地哭，但是這都沒有用。
There were times I pray about someone at-least one person coming for our rescue.
有幾次我都在祈禱至少有個人能來救救我們。
A god or an angel or a relative or a family friend.
神也好天使也好親戚也好我們家的朋友也好。
But there was none perhaps angels exists in fiction only.
大概是因爲天使只存在於故事裏，並沒有任何人出現。
On 2012 at the age of 20 years I decided that this is it and I should take charge and act on it.
2012年，也就是我20歲的那一年，我下定決心，認爲我應該掌握主動權並且付出行動。
I confronted my father, told him to stop when he didn't I did became violent in-order to convince him I am very serious about my mother's protection backed away.
我站在我爸爸面前，告訴他不要再施暴了，如果他不停止的話，我就會反過來成爲施暴者來讓他相信我是認真想要保護我媽媽······然後他退縮了。
Now it's about 4th year in running and he have never dared to think of hurting my mother in any way.
現在4年過去了，他再也不敢想着去傷害我媽媽了。
I learned two things.
從這裏我學到了兩件事。
1. Acting on something is way better than thinking about it (always).
1、付出行動比深思熟慮要好得多（一直以來都是）。
2. The greatest gift a father can give to his child is to love his mother.
2、一位父親能給孩子最好的禮物就是愛孩子的母親。
I also took a pledge for my inner peace to never hurt any female under any given circumstances.
我也發誓，爲了我的內心安穩，不論在任何情況下，我都不會去傷害任何女性。
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I never thought that I would ever say this, especially on such a platform.
我從來沒想過我會把這件事說出來，尤其是在這樣一個平臺。
I suffer from an Inferiority Complex.
我深受自卑情緒的困擾。
When I see people better than me in any field, I feel a bit humiliated, subdued and intimidated, I die a bit inside.
當我看到有人在任何領域比我優秀時，我就會覺得屈辱、抑鬱以及恐懼，我心裏會有點絕望。
No matter how much I pretend to be confident, there is always this little voice nagging and pulling me down, telling me inferior to others. This little insecurity pulls me down in every field I do, be it talking to people, or studying.
不論我怎麼假裝我很自信，一直有個聲音小聲地絮叨着，告訴我，我比別人差勁，摧毀我的自信。這種微弱的不安全感在我嘗試的所有領域都會摧毀我，不管是在與他人交談還是學習的時候。
May be, I overreact, but I can't talk about it.
也許是我反應過度，但是我沒法把這件事講出來。
