我的爺爺過世
accept the truth of his death in feeling as well as in reason. Nevertheless, every time midnight drew near, dread always expanded in my heart because the legend about the return of a soul flashed into my brain. I was sorry to have that dread, but I could not restrain it at all.
His death also gave me many nightmares, in which he always appeared in dire forms. In a dream, I was frightened by his green and pale face twice its normal size showing outside of our window and presenting the desire to come in. In another dream, when I came out of the toilet, his poker face suddenly emerged from underground and surrounded my feet, which made cold perspiration seep out of my pores. Once I dreamed he was resurrected for a period of time, but he needed to report his arrival to the Lord of Hell at the end of the time. In addition, I dreamed I was curious to open a gunny sack, which did not belong to us, and found my grandfather's corpse inside.
my grandfather took care of us like a mother and cultivated us like a father. I can never stop missing him, but I was really frightened by the manner of his death.
這是一個寒冷的冬日夜晚刺耳。在牆壁上的時鐘剛剛撫摸三。突然，電話鈴響了screechily。嚇壞了這個看似不祥的環，每個人都在我的叔叔與劇烈跳動的心喚醒。從電話線的另一端，我的兄弟宣佈抽泣着令人驚訝的消息：我的祖父曾上吊自殺。空在我的腦子和損失，我趕回故鄉與我的叔叔和我的妹妹。拉欣到我家，我看到我的祖父的棉被覆蓋他的整個身體。也許是因爲他死的方式，他的死讓我想不通，他的思想，但他更害怕。
在第一年，他去世後，失去的東西，立即打我，只要我回家的感覺。強烈希望再次見到他緊緊抓住我。我不能接受的感情以及原因，他的死亡真相。不過，每次臨近午夜，始終在我心中擴大，因爲對傳奇的靈魂迴歸到我的腦子閃過恐懼。我很遺憾地說害怕，但我無法抑制它。
他的死也給了我很多噩夢，他總是可怕的形式出現。在夢中，我被嚇壞了他的綠色和蒼白的臉正常大小的兩倍，顯示我們的窗口外，並提出今後的願望只有在另一個夢想，當我從廁所出來，他的撲克臉突然從地下出現包圍我的腳，這使我出冷汗毛孔滲出。有一次，我夢見他是爲在一段時間內復活，但是他需要報告的時間結束，他抵達到地獄主。此外，我夢見我很好奇，打開一個麻袋，這不屬於我們，找到了我祖父的屍體內。
我的祖父了照顧我們就像一個母親和培養我們的父親一樣。我永遠不能停止想念他，但我確實是他的死亡方式害怕。
